<>--mY pLaY,,, mY liFe--<>

update!

2006-07-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

i know, i know... no updates... well it's not like a lot of people are actually reading my blog...

my little sister diane... is in the hospital right now... she has dengue.. and she's been very hard to deal with eversince she got confined... honestly... the girl is making things difficult... she needs a lot of fluid so that her "platelets" (accdg to the doctor it has got something to do with the blood... but to be honest i'm not really sure..) wont come down to 100... if her platelet count goes down than 100.... she will have to undergo blood transfusion... and my sister... doesnt want to drink ANYTHING! Literally! we have to force her to drink...

anyway i'm here in Sta. Lucia right now with France... well we're kind of stranded.. so we just wanted time to pass by... anyway... that's all for now...

one hell of a sched!

2006-06-21T13:33:00.000+08:00

god! how i hate my sched for this sem! everybody else are about to go home while my classmates and i will just start our classes! i always have to go home late and heck! i dont have a quality time with France... (my new bf) any more! argghhh!!! i just hate it!

i thank France though for being so nice and understanding... haaay... i believe i made the right choice (this time! my friends even agree with me!)

till here...

iknow... i know...

2006-05-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

guys! i know i havent updated for a long time again... but... my computer's busted so... tiis nlng muna ulit kau... tutal marami naman pix eh... hahaha

as promised...

2006-04-30T19:42:00.000+08:00

i really dont think na may readers pa ako dhil di nga ako gnun ka dalas mag update... but i wanna keep this blog... so eventually mag uupadte talaga ako...

anyway i'm back na guys! so here's the update na...

March 23

last days of the exams! went out with the No Family... (well most of them anyway)... we went to see "she's the man" starring Amanda Bynes...

March 24

Swimming with some old friends... hehe... it's near laguna na... the place is ok... kayalng di private eh... hehe... Dumbo's (my bestfriend kuya jonathan) civil wedding as well... i was not there.. layo kasi eh... las pinas pa... besides... di naman tlaga ako invited... bawi nlng cguro ako sa church wedding...

March 25

went to see some of my highschool friends... no karen, patrick, leejay, austin, leemar, jovet, jeff, and jeremy...i went to see jasmin... and her cute nephew... baby stephen gabriel... met up with ann, joseph, daniel, luigi, and penny nung gabi... inuman lng... hehe... i turned really red kasi ndi ako hiyang dun sa ininom ko... ibang brand kasi ng vodka...

March 26

i left for macau on this day... before i left though i txtd everybody... hehe... i received txts from them and a few calls as well...

met up with dad sa airport ng macau and then drop off our things sa flat nya and then pasyal agad! haha! ate at some portugese restaurant and then we went to the fisherman's wharf...

dad learned bout the lost camera... as usual... no reaction... but kht papano i know na disappointed din cya...

March 27- March 30

Boring week... grocery lng kme s gabi and konting pasyal... but aside from that... wala na kme gnagawa...!!

March 31

went to china... shopping!! parang greenhills pero bigger and less magulo... hehe!Ü cheap din!

April 1

went to San Mallo (i dont know if i spelled it right) let's just say pinaka center cya ng macau... went to moonwalker bar with daynes and daddy

April 2

we left macau to go to hong kong... check in kme sa hongkong disneyland hotel... good thing dad used to be one of the imagineers (engineers) of hongkong disneyland... may connections pa cya sa loob kaya nakakuha kme discounts... naalala ko bigla c grace and jenny... hehe...

nagferry kme papuntang hongkong... and then nag train then nag cab papuntang disney...

there are 2 hotels inside the disney compund... the other one is called the hollywood hotel... mas pambata... and cheaper... daddy... being the very good provider that he is... wont settle for something that is less than "the best" so ayun... dun kme sa 5 star hotel...

i've been to a lot of five star hotels before... but nothing came close to the disneyland hotel... both daynes and i were really in awe! inside this hotel... you would really feel like a princess... it's as if you're inside your own castle... i know i'm a bit old na... but i wouldnt forget this experience... i'm happy na din for my 2 younger siblings.. buti nlng (thanks to daddy... and thanks na din kay God...) well off kme ngaun... ne experience nila lahat ng to while they're still young...

dad bought a new digicam... para marami pictures... hehe... though hindi na akin un and cheaper ung binili na cam... 6 mega pixels lng... canon... pwd na... (the one i lost 7.2 megapixels sony pa... badtrip tlaga kumuha nun...)

April 3

day 2 inside the disney compound (or should i say island?!)... and the day na din na we'll go inside the park... it's not that big... kayang ikutin ng isang araw... but we had loads of fun... sinakto tlaga ni daddy na weekday para konti tao... ngaun na din kme aalis... thank you daddy for the "magical experience" hehe...

birthday din ni lola today... back in the philippines... our relatives nag sswimming... i just wish naiintindihan pa ni lola lht ng nangyyri... she's suffering from Alzheimer's disease... haayy... i miss my lola and her kwentos... this time i pity my 2 younger siblings... and my younger cousins as well... they didnt experience having a lola like her... i'm the youngest sa batch one naming mag pipinsan... and si diane eldest sa batch 2... age gap namin ni diane is seven years... malaki laki...

April 4

Daynes went back to the philippines... may required summer cya e... so aun...

April 5-April 19

i didnt take down notes na kasi not that important naman... boring,,, good thing nakakita kme ng internet shop.. so kht papano may nagagawa na kme...

April 20

Daddy bought me an ipod nano!! haha! 4 gb!! yehey!!!!!!!!!!!!! i know! i'm a daddy's girl! bwahahaha!!!

he was reluctant at first kasi 2 na nawawala ko na gamit... my fone... 7610 and the digicam...(estimated price 70,000 php) eventually pumayag na din... hehehe...

c mommy ayaw... kasi mag aaway kme ni daynes pag nalaman nya... tpos may bago na naman daw ako iwawala... ung kay daynes na problem... pwd naman cya ibili din db? but the thing is... and daming nabalitaan na pangit sa knya mula sa pagbalik nya ng philippines... so di cya binili ni dad... about sa bagong iwawala... i guess i'll just have to prove to them na responsible na ako...

April 21

last day of pasyal... punta kme macau hotel... kumain ng dimsum... and the we went to san mallo with ate jen (part time maid ni daddy) tpos we ate @ pizza hut... un... hehe...

April 22

departure day sa macau... matatahimik na naman c dad... pero makikita mo sa knya na he's not happy na cya naman naghahatid samin sa airport... well gnun tlaga...

dretcho kme sa guagua pampanga... sa ancestral house nila mommy... umpisa na ng fiesta dun tomorrow so dun na kme m22log... buti nlng ung airport sa clark lng... hehe...Ü

sa natividad kme natulog... barrio un... walang signal ang cp's dun... hehe... ok lng... masya kasi tahimik sobra...

April 23

there's this traditional... erm... thing sa fiesta (well sa fiesta nila mommy un cympre) na susunduin ung image ng crucified christ sa church tpos ililipat sa chapel ng barangay... since panahon ng kastila gnagawa na to... kasi sabi ng matatanda na ung crucified christ na yun... or better known as the apung senor... originally located at the barangay's chapel... kayalng nasunog ung chapel at walang ibang naligtas na image maliban sa apung senor... so nilipat ung image sa simbahan... naging tradition na tuloy ung "dakit" or ung sundo...Ü

it has been our family's panata... (mother side) na magpakain ng mga tao na sumasama sa sundo... so klngn ng maraming tao... since samin ung ancestral house... dun gnagawa... home made ice cream or sherbet (yata yun) manually gnagawa... tpos sandwiches... pinapakain sa mga tao... hehe...Ü ung mga guys gumagawa ng ice cream... mga babae sa sandwiches... usually 2000 sandwiches ung gnagwa namin... but ngaung year na to 1000 lng... so mabilis kme natapos...Ü

after the long day... finally uuwi na kme sa kamuning! wow!!! i missed my bed... my pillows... my bears!!! haha!! i deserve a rest...

pictures... random na yan ah kaya may captions na lng... hehe!Ü sana matyga kau maghntay...

the disney train!..Ü took this one for jenny!Ü love my hair!! haha! kulot!!!!!!!!!!!! chandelier... pretty nuh? naaliw lng ako dun sa ketchup... the parade... inside the soveneir shop... the maze at the back of the castle... hehe....Ü Baby Stephen Our Castle at day.. one of the two hotels @ the disneyland compound... hehe...Ü yeah! our caStle at night... with ann.. with oca with cheung... with sep... with penny... aurora and prince charming at the banquet hall...Ü with minnie mousE! haha!! fantasy land! the shuttle bus... painting yan na pinicture-an ni daynes! yan ang disneyland hotel!Ü taken at delifrance world wide... hong kong...Ü he'll break hearts some day! my lil bro!! para lalong lamigin! mag ice cream muna! 17 degrees!! break muna sa pag sshopping! @ china! at the ferry on our way to hongkong! @ San Mallo!

so just to let you know

2006-04-10T14:32:00.000+08:00

it seems that not most of u know where the hell i am now right... so here's just an overview... i'm currently in macau and my dad has mo friggin internet... so that means i have to either ride a bus... (for 20 minutes) or walk for abt 10 minutes just to reach an internet cafe... both have its advantages and disadvantages...

the internet cafe that needed a bus ride:

strengths: a filipino owns the shop, foods are also being served in the place

weakness: far from our place, puros DH and nag iinternet dun... if not... security guard...

the 10 minute walk to the internet cafe:

strengths: near our place, puros chinese and british and portugese ang nagiinternet....

weakness: nauubos communicating skills ko... the friggin "cashier" (i dont know if she owns the place) do not know "any" english words... grabe... ang tgal namin bago nakaupo... buti nlng may british guy who can understand cantonese and he translated what the lady was tring to say...

so anyway... that's all for now...

wooohoo!!

2006-03-24T01:09:00.000+08:00

vaction na! wala lng! haha!!! next time i'll upload more pix... haha!

deeply touched...

2006-03-19T01:32:00.001+08:00

something amazing happened today...

really unexpected...

Allan Sigua called!

ok... i know most of u dont know him but of course... u'll get to know him in a little while

i havent mentioned allan in my recent blog entry,,, but he should've been included!

so i'm making this one especially for him

Allan now lives in the US... somewhere in San Francisco... as i remember him telling me...

anyway... he called! and i'm really really happy abt it!

with the rest of the kada... sakin lng daw cya tumawag... and i'm really really touched... i was teary eyed when i realized na that was him...

he's one of the few people hu makes me laugh so hard na i'm crying na and i've fallen out of my seat na...

he protects me... (even against jerry... i remember allan almost threatening jerry last time... na angasan lng c jerry! hehe...)

ndi ko talaga ineexpect na allan and i will be really close... close buddies pa nga e.... i really really miss him... everything's just not complete without him...

i'll leave the country soon but the very last time i saw him... 18th bday ni jasmin... 9 months na nakalipas...

so aun... usap lng kme bout random things... catch up with each other... i miss him na tlaga...

so un lng i guess...ÜÜ

allan... if ever u'll read this... just wanna say i miss you and thank you for evrything! mwah!

hmm...

2006-03-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

i'm getting tired of my blog lay out na... one reason why i dont update that much na siguro... plus...

i'm getting tired of my face na din... (for those ppl reading this right now... i can hear u saying "sa wakas")

anyway... sa vacation malamang mag update sa blog lng ang gagawin ko... since i wont be here... haaaayy:(

i'll be away for abt a month siguro... i'll be staying with my dad in Macau... so aun... hopefully masabi ko na sa knya yung nawalang cam

i guess un lng muna..

(unti unti ng nawawalan ng kwenta tong blog ko) hehe...

all alone...

2006-03-15T15:37:00.000+08:00

have u ever felt na suddenly na u're all alone?!

that's what i'm feeling right now...

mtagal ko na naffeel but ngaun parang nag ssink in na...

parang all of a sudden lht ng tao na nahihingahan ko ng lht... kht ano... from my silliest thoughts to my most seryosong problems... bgla nawawala... parang inaagaw sakin...:'(

the people na i consider na kht cno pang "denise" ang ipapakita ko sa knila... tatanggapin nila ng buong buo...

who are they?!

roxanne magcamit... she's my neighbor, childhood friend (and kaagaw kay france... haha! joke!)... she left when we were in 2nd yr h.s. to live na with her parents sa italy... together with her 2 brothers...

grayden concepcion... kabatch cya ni danielle nung grade school pero kami ung nging close... he now lives in california... last kme nakapag usap 1st yr college pa ako... 4 yrs na since he left...

patrick martinez... my best buddy nung h.s. we've drifted apart since pagtngtong namin ng 4th yr high school... siguro the only thing na nagiging reason nun bakit pa kme nakakapg usap nun is because of the fact na i was with melvin... mga umaagaw sa knya?! barkada nya at mga babae... (i'm not jealous... dnt get me wrong!)

lora dasco... best friend in highschool who's now in VA... she wouldnt have left naman kasi if it werent for her good for nothing step mom!

*jasmin medina... though i can always visit her kasi cnoconsider na ako ng family nya na family na din... nkkhya pa din... besides our busy sched and her strict parents is what keeping us from seeing each other...

*ann chavez... we study in the same school, yet we dont get to see much of each other... busy scheds...

* joseph bautista... kausap ko every night till 6am nung bakasyon before mag college... nasabi ko na lahat sa knya... heartaches, pain, family problems, and gnun din cya sakin... all that changed...we dont get to talk that much na... pg nag uusap wala na mapagusapan... andun yung friendship, pero alam mong may naiba...

*karen marty... busy sched and a very strict very demanding boyfriend and nagiging reason bat ndi na kme nakakapgusap

*lourdes penalosa... busy sched lalo na officer cya and nursing course nya...

*this what makes college life really sucks!

leejay carino... my confidante... the one person na makikinig at magpapatawa at the same time... busy sa "business" daw at may gf na cya...

lastly...

jonathan reyes... my "big bro", si "dumbo"! he's my bestfriend, kuya, spiritual adviser, confidante, clown, taga research, taga gising sa aking dream world, nagpaparealize ng mga bagay bagay sakin (in other words kuya/bestfriend all rolled into one), my super guy.. accdg to jeremiah... yeah... for me i guess he is... age gap didnt keep us apart... he's 10 yrs older than me... yet we're bestfriends... o db? he's now getting married and will leave na the country some time this year... hopefully... sabi nya.... babalik nlng daw for the church wedding...

once na nangyri un... wala na... obviously hndi na ako ang priority nya... though we can still update each other through emails... hndi pa din kasi enuf un... nasanay ako na madalas nya ako iniintindi... kht na he keeps on insisting na ako "angel" nya... his "God sent friend" he is the one who has been a complete angel to me...

yung tipo bang kahit gano cya ka busy sa work nya... na every minute counts... ndi na cya nakakatulog ng tama.. di na nakakakain ng tama dahil nga sobrang busy nya... sset aside nya lht ng gnagawa nya basta ako na yung tumawag sakanya... so i'm trying to think plng on what it would feel like without him... naluluha na ako...:'(

Reyes & Nicanor Weddings

Civil Wedding
When: March 24, 2006
Where: Las Piñas City Hall

Church Wedding
When: March 24, 2007
Where: Church: Santuario de San Antonio, Makati City
Reception: Manila Peninsula Hotel, Makati City

dont get me wrong... i'm really really happy for him... he has waited 12 years for this... and i'm happy na finally... he and pam are getting married... siguro i jst cnt accept na may mawawala na namang isa...:'(

Our recent usap....

hagrid24: meron akong iniisip
hagrid24: iniisip ko kung naalagaan ba kita ng ayos..
hagrid24: alam ko hinde lahat ng alam ko nasabi ko na sau.. pero ung basic foundation ng survival in the real world.. i know nasabi ko na sau
hagrid24: pero its not enough
hagrid24: its for you to find out kung anu pa ung mga un
pretty_earth_angel8: i know kuya... i may be a cry baby most of the time and i have a tendency to break down on lil things... but u know me well enuf naman cguro na i'll stand up again...
hagrid24: yeah...
hagrid24: aalis na ako... sa europe na titira
hagrid24: so years na uli bago tau magkita
pretty_earth_angel8: ha? klan?
hagrid24: hopefully this year na
hagrid24: so mga 5 or 10 years na ako uli bgo bumalik dito.. by that time.. kasing edad na kita ngayon
pretty_earth_angel8: gnun ba...
pretty_earth_angel8: with pam eh pano ung wedding? akala ko d2?
hagrid24: yep.. after nun malamang
pretty_earth_angel8: ah ok...
hagrid24: pero bblik lang kami for the wedding
hagrid24: so i may not be the great influencer sa buhay mo
hagrid24: but i hope kung anu man ung sinabi ko sau nun.. maalala mo
pretty_earth_angel8: i will.. ndi ka lng naman dumaan sa life ko nuh u've been part of it
hagrid24: good... so until we meet again ok
hagrid24: mail mo lang ako kung wla kang magawa
pretty_earth_angel8: influencer?! hmm... i wont be who i am today if it werent for ur help nuh siguro nga i'll have to face challenges in life w/o dumbo by my side but i'll always remember u
hagrid24: dumbo... waheheh
hagrid24: bsta kmusta mo nalang ako sa mga kapatid and mama mo pag me time ako puntahan kita dyan ok...=)
pretty_earth_angel8: sana nga magkaroon ka na ng time
pretty_earth_angel8: i'll leave nga pala for macau sa katapusan... 1 month ako wala
hagrid24: vacation kau?
pretty_earth_angel8: yep...
hagrid24: cge... bsta bahala na.. ingat ka palgi ha
hagrid24: alis muna ako
hagrid24: mag out na ako
pretty_earth_angel8: bye! ingat

he's the one who made my yahoo ID... kaya nga angel yan eh...

siguro he wont be here nga to see me grow and become the "fine lady" he wants me to be... pero he had a great contribution if ever i'll turn out to be that way...

people come and go in our lives, some people just passes by... others decides to stay... but no matter how long they stayed.. it wouldnt matter, because all that matters is that how greatly they have influenced us... (di ko alam if tama grammar ko! basta un na un!)

dunnow if i'm just being dramatic lng... siguro because of the fact na i really really treasure my friends... good thing i still have my college friends... especially the NO' Family... to back me up anytime... thanks u guys!Ü

hmm... just a reflection...

2006-03-13T19:44:00.000+08:00

may career kaya ako pag nag artista na lng ako?! baka mas madali buhay kesa buhay student eh! haha...

pic of me before, after and while acting...ÜÜ

wala na ako mailagay! haha!

rc trip

2006-03-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

masaya, makulit, magulo, ah ewan

pictures... need i say more?

grabbed these photos from classmates... hehe!ÜÜ

wala magawa eh... u judge

2006-03-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

Your Love Quote

Love is not a matter of counting the years --it's making the years count.

What Love Quote Suits You?

You are a Tomboy Girl!

Instead of flirting, you tend to pal around with the guys you crush on.
And why not? You can hold your own in sports, video games, and gross out contests.
Just make sure and suprise them with a touch of girlishness every once and a while.
Then you'll be treated like the hottie you are - not like one of the guys.

What Kind of Girl Are You?

You Were Naughty This Year

You Were 65% Naughty, 35% Nice

You may not have been good this year...
But you sure had a really good time.
And nothing from Santa could top that!

How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.
You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.
You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.
This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.
You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

You Are a Fierce Femme

You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right.
But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check.
In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it...
You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act!

How Daring Are You?

You Are Confident Sexy

You're one sexy chica, and you know it.
You've got the confidence to strut your stuff...
And approach any man who happens to catch your eye.
You may make a guys run away, but the true men will appreciate your moxie.

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

You Are a Fun Girl!

You are all about having fun - and you don't need to drink to have a good time
Sure, you've thrown back more than a few every so often
But getting totally stupid and wasted is not your style
You're the life of the party, by keeping everyone laughing and smiling

Are You a Party Girl?

Your Flirt Quotient

You are 40% Flirt

How Much of a Flirt Are You?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 50% Good and 50% Bad
Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.
But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

para may ma post na ako... hehe!

2006-03-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

You Are a Down to Earth Doll

You're good looking and you realize that looks matter
And you also know that it's your inside that really shines
You do your best to look like an A-lister
But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie

Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?

damn dsl! may topak amp!

2006-01-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

i havent been updating for a while becoz of just one reason! there is a problem with our dsl connection! so right now... i'm in a computer shop! just trying to make an entry for 2k6... others... plus pictures... next time na... when PLDT decided to take our call! SANA MAY TAGA PLDT NA MAKABASA NITO!!!

December 23

Last labas with jerry for 2k5... wala na kame magawa kasi mag hoholidays na... kaya yun... pero nakakapagtaka na we can manage to still talk about a lot of things... odd... hehe... pero pag wala na kme mapag usapan literally... wala na mapag usapan... kaya food trip nlng! haha! Starbucks na naman kme as usual... pero sa timog... para maiba naman! haha... tsaka ndi kme madaling mattrace dun... haha! ano ba yun! pero before that nasa Eastwood kme... i forgot na yung pangalan nung place... wala uminom lng cya and inasar ako kasi pretty and ahem... sexy girls are passing by! kainis! heheanyway.. ... kht wala na kme gnagawa i just love being with him and being with his company... went home ng 4 am... haha...

December 24

Sinundo namin si Daddy sa Diosdado Macapagal International Airport sa Clark... it's smaller than NAIA of course... pero mas ok na din kasi di mxado crowded...picture ko ang dami... hehe... next time na pagung dsl eh ok na... (arghh!!!)went to hear mass ng evening at after naghanap ng sinehan na open... gusto kasi ni daddy manood ng KINGKONG... eh MMFF na the next day... so nag rrush na kme... sorry nlng samin... wala ng open na sinehan... besides... i already watched the movie with Jerry...

December 25

nag hunting na naman kme ng sinehan na may KING KONG... unfortunately wala talaga... so aun... mall hopping na lang kme... from Shangrila na sarado... to Podium to Megamall to Rockwell... o dba? ang saya? haha! wala naman ako nabili for myself... sa 2k6 na ako mag sshopping... lht ng bago lalabas na nun! pero damn! the rubbershoes tlaga na adidas na climacool... not meant for me ata... either wala ako size(sorry... ang paa pow e size 4 1/2 lng...), kulang ung money ko, or out of stock na... i wanted to grab na talaga the last pair sa gateway before... babayaran nlng daw ni Jerry for me ung kulang... pero utang yun cyempre... but i declined kasi last pair na nga... so madumi na.... oh well....

December 26

FAMILY REUNION!! both mother and father side... damn! i havent seen my cousins for a while... masaya pag kasama sila... hehe... the usual... may games and kainan... pakulo pati sa gift giving...haha!

sa father side madami kasi kme... ang laki ng family as in... so masaya... kulang pa nga kme e... kasi meron pang nasa US... sa mother side maliit lng kaya bonded ng sobra... pati cousin in law ko na kano na diplomat andun... cympre pati ung son nya... ang aking nephew... little brandon! unfortunately the only picture i have of him is the picture pa nung baby cya... papa scan ko and then ppost ko here,,, again next time na!

December 27

Leigh and France (both my childhood friends and they're siblings) decided to visit... Leigh really have grown! as in! from the chubbly little girl that she was... to the 'vavavoom' body she got now... who would've known that she is the same girl i used to play jackstones with... had a total bonding time with her! bday nya sa 29 so nag celebrate na din cya sa lola nya here...

December 28

Rest day! napagalitan ni dad,,, natulog ng late... hehe...

December 29

ang dami inutos,,, lasy day sa bank so ang dami tao sa nga banks... ang dami tlaga...nabadtrip din kay jerry kasi aalis pala ndi man lng nag aaya... e hello nasa labas naman na din ako... pero sabagay may point cya,,, anjan daddy ko...

December 30

i dnt feel well... parehas kme ni jerry... i decided wag na sumama sa concert ng bestfriend ni Diane (natural di solo un dba!) pero kapalit nun... ang dami pinaasikaso ni mom... pati ung CAP ko... tpos pumunta dun sa bhy ng friend nya,,, may pinakuha... i decided na mamili na din ng ibang gifts...after nun went to Crame... may party dun... awa ako kay Jerry... kasi may sakit na nga... got himself caught in a traffic pa... uncle nya kasi aalis na... hahatid nila sa airport...

December 31

wala na kme gnagawa on this day... nag mass nlng then naghintay ng new year,,, nag away muna kme ni Jerry... haaayy... ang pangit ng pasok ng year...

January 1

woohoo! goodbye malas na 2k5! looking forward to a great 2k6! yeah! hinatid na namin c dad sa Clark... alis na cya ulit...pero balik cya sa 27 ulit... kaya ok lang! hehe... kasal ng cousin ko kaya yun! hehe!

January 2

went to jaz' place to help her out with her movie review... aun... not in good terms pa din with Jerry... at napagbintangan pa ako na nakipag date,,, san ka naman! iba tlaga!

January 3

was able to settle things na with him... papasok na din cya sa work... nasira pa phone nya... ano ba yan! parang may crack daw ung lcd... diagonal pa sira,,, ndi ko pa nakikita e,... kasi ndi pa din kme nagkikita...... umuwi sa province kasi kailangan maginterview... may party din... coding ang sasakyan so late ng umuwi...nag stop by sa starmills at bumili ng pang exchange gift ko kay Jenny...

January 4

1st day! so damn sleepy! nakakainis kasi late ko na din natapos paper ko... haaay... oh well

next time na ung ibang updates.... pagod na ako! this is just to make up for the napakatagal na walang blog entry! hehe!

Tagaytay with the Robleses

2005-12-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

just got home... it was soooo tiring... Jerry together with his family, his balikbayan uncle (and his gf!) and me went to tagaytay... for what? to just freaking eat! ndi kme talaga nakapamasyal! ung gf pa nung uncle nya keeps on deciding kung san kme pupunta. nakakairita tlaga... the whole trip cya lng ang nagsasalita... and take note, u actually have to listen cause she keeps on asking ur opinion tpos it wouldnt matter din naman pala! we ate pie and pastries for lunch! pano ung girl na un ang nag oorder! kung kailan kailangan i ask na ung opinion namin, ndi nya kme tinanong. we stayed in that freakin cafe for 3 hrs! tpos pumunta kme dun sa lupa nung girl kasi nasa estates yta cya... tpos ndi pala nya alam pano pumunta dun, puros "tauhan" nya daw kasi nagpupunta dun. when we found the place na... super dilim na... kaya hndi nya din makita ung lugar. e sa liblib pa pala yun e! so nakakainis tlaga... she finally had her questions answered daw... c jerry super badtrip na... halos murahin na yung babae. sbi ko na nga pagpasensyahan... nakahanap kasi ng taong sasamantalahin... which is actually true... sabi na rin nung uncle nya... so aun... hnahanap na nga ako ni mom... kailangan ko pa mag formulate ng matinong alibi. pagdating namin sa manila... kumain kme sa chowking... again... ung girl ang umorder para samin... gutom na gutom kme ang inorder nya samin chicken mami lng (take note... kya kme nagtagal at ginutom sa tagaytay dahil sa kanya) so jerry and i... umorder kme ng sarili naming food, regardless kung ano iisipin nya... so aun lng... pix

one hell day!!

2005-12-06T15:39:00.000+08:00

everything's going well lately... except for the fuckin' toothache and headache! eversince i had my tooth extraction... (2nd mollar because my wisdom tooth is comin' out!) my head keeps hurtin'... i swear,,, if i'll die right now... it will be the cause of pain killers! it doesnt seem to affect me though... head keeps on hurtin even if the painkillers havent weared off..

on the brighter mood... sir olivar is absent...! woohhooo... the class literally went ballistic! everybody is just happy that he's not around! no mind-boggling test! (that'll be another reason for a headache!) sir baccay dismissed us early... and i don t know the reason why! we had a test in theology... it's ok... i just hope i passed... ma'am filip is just as dear as ever! hehe... picture taking!

so that's abt it i guess! ahaha

sumthin happened pa but no longer worth tellin'

READ THIS!!

2005-12-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

i'm pissed off... well actually i'm mad!

i've said it before and i never get tired of saying it again!

i hate people talking behind my back! i've read all ur recent entries! yep! i still read it! havent been active on reading blogs and livejournals lately... but i do make it a point that i visit my friends' (friend ka pa kayang matatawag sa lagay na yan?!) site once in a while!

did u know that u tend to exaggerate things?! detailed na detailed ah! un nga kaya ung nangyari?! or u're just being (once again!) the dramatic and romantic writer that you are?! dehadong dehado ka ah! hindi ko alam kung nananamantala ka kasi hindi na ako kumikibo eh! i choose to shut the hell up! why?! because wala ng point! unlike u i dont dwell on the past... i'm a rational thinker! i've got better things to do kesa magpaka melodramatic gaya ng ginagawa mo?! may mangyayari ba kung yun ung gnawa ko nung naguumpisa pa lng to?! wala!! kasi all those times ang iniisip mo lang sarili mo!! who pushed me away in the first place?!?! help, lending ears and comfort were already served in a silver platter even if i hve to deal with problems of my own!! but what the fuck did u do?! dont go telling everybody that i'm making up excuses because of what happened! napaka galing ko naman gumawa ng kwento if that was the case dba?! syempre sympathy nila nasau lahat! kasi they didnt know my side of the story! yung sau lng! with a bit of exaggeration pa! damn! no worries hindi ko na babaguhin yun! i wont defend my side! ikaw na ang mabait!! ikaw na ang kawawa! ikaw na ang kinawawa! kawawa ka naman!!!

lahat ng nakabasa na ng entry mo.. for sure iba na tingin sakin! let's keep it that way!

I DON'T FUCKIN' CARE!

yes and i know u too damn well!

no worries! u know me as well... alam mong di ako nag tatanim ng sama ng loob! ikamamatay ko lang yan! ang swerte mo naman if kaw pa magiging cause ng pagkamatay ko dba?!

not exactly the perfect love story... (yet... soon it will be!)

2005-11-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

could u imagine a love story would bloom from a pencil, an illustration board and a picture of the jurassic period? not really right... well let's just say mine started from there... (not really... but close to that anyway...)
i was in my third year highschool at st. joseph's college... and he's in his final year at mapua institute of technology finishing his course civil engineering... it all started from here...

Ms. Adora, my teacher in Araling Panlipunan assigned us a project that shoutd be drawn in a 1/4 illustration board... since our subject was history... it started even from the "big bang theory" i chose mine to be a little complicated... but not that much... the Jurassic period...

i had one of my books photocopied and enlarged the size of the picture so that my sister (danielle) can get every detail of the picture... last minute... she told me she wont be able to draw the picture because she got a lot of things to do (she was still studying in mapua when this happened...) PANIC! the project needs to be drawn! desperate times call for desperate measures... i call up my friend nina who lives nearby... she said that she knew somebody who can draw for me.. as long as he's not busy... he lives next door to her... he's name is jeremiah... he was nice enough to draw it for me... though i know that he's got a lot of things to do as well... because of this i got his number...

i know jeremiah as a neighbor... we dont talk that much.. but he's ok... but i consider this as the start of everything...

2 yrs after... i was already in my 1st year college in UST... i'm with someone... (melvin)... but i'm no longer happy... (that two-timing *******) but jeremiah and i remained "textmates" a simple good morning... hi and hello's are being said when we see each other... i changed my number but i didnt really bother telling him because he's not one of my closest friends but i'll inform him just not on the top of my list of the people-who-needs-to-be-informed-of-my-new-number... he was also shocked that i'm in college already... though we're neighbors... we dont get to see each other that much...
as if by coincidence,,, he asked if i changed number already because he was sorting his phonebook... i said that i have... it actually took me quite some time before i finally informed him of my number...

it all started from there.... this is how we started!Ü

right now things between us are a bit complicated... heck! it's very far from even being a perfect relationship... but we're working things out... i love this man so dearly... he hates and love me at the same time because i choose to be just me around him... i feel safe when i'm with him and i feel really loved by this man! as in sobra! he understands me and has chosen to be with me pa rin despite of everything.. pag galit... (kahit minsan mahirap mag sorry sa kanya) hindi nya rin ako natitiis... he's sweet in his own way... he makes me feel really really special...

thank you so much for everything jerry! i love you!

longest birthday ever!

2005-11-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

sure! i may not be completely happy on my birthday (Oct 30) but i sure have the longest celebration ever! here's the summary of my celebration...

Oct 20: EKblots with NO Family together with the couple Djhay and Dhez

Oct 24: Dencio's megamall with the "titos and ates"

Oct 30: Gloomy bday=(

Nov 1: p910i! yeah!

Nov 4: Celeb @ Rolling Stone with highschool friends...

Nov 7: blowing of candle and small "salo-salo"

Nov 8: Surprise from No' Family!

so all in all... i'm still blessed! thanks for celebrating my birthday with me! Loveyah all!

Surprise from the No' Family

2005-11-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

i've been feeling a little depressed lately because of what has been happening... my situation, karen, and all other stuffs with mom... and yesterday i was feelin' a bit down... still dwelling from a gloomy sunday... knowin that my birthday just passed by like any other day... i wasnt expecting a surprise actually... kasi they have given me already a bouquet of white roses on our EKblots day... and we have celebrated my birthday on that day already... so i wasnt expecting a surprise na... here's what happened...

I arrived @ school a little late than usual because there was a party the previous night... slept at around 2 am already that i didnt hear my alarm clock went off... so anyway... on my way to the classroom... i bumped into renzieboy and grace ann... both were shocked to see me... but i shrugged it off... anyway all things in the classroom are normal... except that jenny wasnt there yet... unusual... but i was overwhelmed because the topic of the "group" (meaning the people that were inside the classroom at that particular time) were talking about the most awaited movie... Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire... and Marcie enetered the classroom with a Candy mag that features Daniel Radcliffe on the cover... so i was really "in" to the mag when suddenly Matt crept up behind me and greeted me a belated happy birthday... i said thank you and went back to reading the mag... then Joyciedoodles greeted me also a happy birthday... but i was so "in" to the mag that i didnt notice the "weirdness" of it all... then after a minute or so The No' Family entered the classroom singing Happy Birthday! all that came out of my mouth was "WEH!!!" and infront of the class was a banner that has "Happy Birthday Denise" on it and there were pictures of me... then Shiela gave me a piece of paper shaped like a teddy bear with a clue on it where i will find my first gift... on the gift was another clue where i can find the second gift... and so on... i was like "gift-hunting" (Chuchie gave me the weirdest gift! a bottle of Yakult and a tetra pack of lowfat Bear Brand![nagpapataba kaya ako!])...my last location was inside the classroom... infront... near the teacher's table.. i found a bouquet of roses with messages on each roses... (actually the messages were testimonials taken from my 2 friendster accounts) with a party popper... my surprise from my "family" has been completed! hehe... the theme of my surprise... TEDDY BEARS! for they all know that i love bears as much as Shiela love stars! hehe... i wanna thank everybody who made my surprise really great! it was the best attempt (must say the most successful one as well!)to cheer me up despite of what's been happening! a million thanks to Shiela and Jenny for the over all theme and plan, to Renzieboy and Grace Ann for the cake (kinuha nila ung cake kaya shocked sila nung makita na ako nung umaga!)to Chuchie for the banner for Mommy Mau for listening to my constant ranting the previous day and before the surprise! and for all the other people that i failed to say thank you! Thanks a lot guys!!! love yah all!!!

PICTURES!!!

the card inside... the banner the clues wala lng! hehe! top view! roses! the bears with the roses from Grace Ann i shouldn't be having a birthday! bearday is more like it! from Shiela (ayan nakita mo na gift mo sakin!) the paper were the testi were written! roses with the testimonials!

bday with highschool friends...

2005-11-05T17:44:00.000+08:00

i really dont want to go into details because i've explained already in my earlier blogs what kind of place i have reserved for my brthday celeb with highschool barkada... so my activity yesterday was kind of of ok... i expected worst actually...

anyway.. went to Robinson's Galleria to meet up with some friends... then from there went to my derma! She lectured me for the whole session because of my pimply forehead... like i wanted that to happen.. its because of my damn bangs! anyway i have to go back after 3 weeks! damn! i was already on every 6 weeks session... now this... oh well...

so @ home i waited for penny and ann to arrive so that we will meet up with our other friends @ mc donalds tomas morato. so when we got there... i learned that leemar was in the hospital... highblood daw... hope he'll get better... anyway... Oca, Joseph, Daniel, Austin, Penny, Ann and I went on our way to Rolling Stone... hindi ko talaga alam pano kme nagkasya sa nissan sentra ni Oca pero aus na din... hehe... we were still expecting two more people to arrive... Patrick and Leejay...

anyway so when we arrive there we ordered our foods... and went to playing the billiards... and watching the TV... Leejay arrived w/o 'yobab' (Patrick) as expected... so all we did there was chat, play billiards, drink, eat, watch tv... call up somebody... and tease each other... penny got drunk na with 2 stallion of red horse! that lady... we were just getting started and she got drunk already... sinagad kasi agad...

after 3 hrs of staying in Rolling Stone... we went somewhere in ortigas in a bar (i think) called 'NipaHut' we continued drinking there... (well the boys did.. the girls kind of ordered something else... Penny ordered for 2 brewed coffee... damn that lady sure is drunk...)we got lost on our way there because leejay (on his pajero) and Oca (on his sentra) forgot how to go there,,, we need to stop by to a nearby gas station (Petron i think) and good thing too... because nagsuka si penny! buti di sa pajero ni leejay!

sa 'Nipa Hut' nagsuka ulit si penny... this time... on me! argghh! buti sa kamay ko lng! lasing na lasing talaga... leejay was nice enough to help me get cleaned and buti may alcohol sya sa sasakyan! damn! so after sa Nipa Hut... we parted ways...Austin Penny and I got on in Leejay's pajero.. while the rest sa nissan ni Oca... so tapos hinatid na kme isa isa! so there! anyway,,, my blog wont be complete without the pics so here!

the place!

penny lasing! me and penny me and Daniel me and Oca Ann and me Austin and me Joseph and me!

i dont look good in any of these pictures... depressed (in one of those pictures i just stopped crying), frustrated, angry, my face full of scabs because i just visited the derma, i'm so damn payat, wasted! damn!

before any of u get any ideas... majority of my highschool barkada are boys so that's it!

People missing: Karen, Jasmin, Allan, Leemar, Jovet, Jeff, Martin (not part of the barkada though), etc! anyway! that's it.

pissed off!!

2005-11-03T10:56:00.000+08:00

France visited me a while ago... but again... wrong timing... cause i have to leave the house cause I have a reservation to make at Rolling Stone anyway... Jeremiah saw France on his way here sa bhy... and he was all... "if you like him go for it... blah blah blah" i was really pissed off... i mean tama ba naman?! push me away.. so aun... i dont have creditz pa naman knina... so di ako makareply ng maaus... hinatid ako ni France sa sakayan... turned out nakita pala ni Jere un... "selos" daw cya,, ewan!

dito pa ako lalo naasar...

Karen... one of my highschool kada... and one of my closest friends as well wont be able to come to my birthday celebration with my highschool kada... why u may ask... well simple... because her boyfriend didnt allow her.. c'mon! what a petty excuse! just because your damn boyfriend who has been part of your life just 5 or 6 months ago didnt permit you to go... you wouldnt come na to the 18th bday celebration of a friend who has been part of your life for 6 yrs and has been one of ur closest friends for 4 yrs... di ba nakakainis?! here's what more nakakainis... well hindi naman sa nangngwenta (pero if it will turn out like that... i didnt mean it... trust me!) i was the one who organized Karen's surprise bday party(read my previous blogs... my archive on the month of April)... and i was really disappointed that just one simple request for my bday hindi pa ako mapagbigyan! damn! i wasnt even asking for anything big! no gifts, no nuthin! all i wanted was Karen's presence on my celeb... turned out na napakahirap pala pagbigyan ng request ko... so un... hopefully di ako madisappoint bukas...

just an ordinary day for everbody else...

2005-10-31T01:04:00.000+08:00

Or was it?!

pRang dumaan lang tong araw na to! sure greetings from texts phone calls... but i wasnt entirely happy...

October 29 9:30 pm: watched the Legend of Zorro in Gateway together with Mom, Diane and her bestfriend Cyrene, Dustin, Danielle with her gf Ma'. the movie ended before it struck midnight... so we were in the comfort room already when they greeted me Happy Birthday (damn right it's gonna be happy!) i recieved txts from the following people while i was in the CR and on the raod... France, Karen, Leemar, Ann, Jenny, Leejay and Hawie

October 30: Mom dropped us off in Tomas Morato near the "rotonda" across Shakey's and above Heaven n' Eggs wherein daynes found a new "tambayan" (bilyaran actually). The place was called Rolling Stone it's a bar and billiards... while playing i received a txt from shiela and a call from Mychal (i know! shocking!) anyway the place was not bad at all... in fact it was great! i was planning to reserve the VIP area for my highschool friends... the offer was good... the VIP lounge can accomodate @ around 15 people... there were couches, one high class billards table, a 21 inch tv for KTV and all for 2k for 2hrs... and the 2k is actually consumable to food and drinks... making the KTV and the billiard table free... an extension of an hr for another 1k still consumable to food and drinks.. it's actually a promo so i might grab it! anyway we played for 2 hrs... and then we went to Starbucks to grab some merienda... after, we went to Station 168... we went home @ around 5:30... on our way home... on our street walking, i recived a text from jeremiah, greeting me a Happy Birthday... i replied a "tnx" i think he was pissed off with my reply... slept @ around 7 am and woke up @ around 3 pm (not continuous though people coming in and out of the room, got a call from dad... blah blah blah) received a text from Leigh (France's sister) and a text from France as well i kind of noticed that both were planning something for me... how right i was... France wanted to visit me kht gabi na! (such a sweet guy!) [message from Chuchie!] heard mass at 7:30 and Jeremiah again texted me... pissing me off this time... he wished me a happy birthday and i said to him "u're wishin' me a happy birthday but u're not actually makin' it happy for me! dnt start pwd ba!" he didnt reply to that message.. anyway after the mass, mom went pa kung san san until the time that France has to go home already because "wala na cya masasakyan" so i felt sorry for him cause with his efforts, he wasnt able to give his gift personally to me... he waited for me in his grandma's house... anyway his aunt was the one who gave the gift to me.. it was a teddy bear (yellow... i think he's fond of that color... last yr he gave me a bear with the same color [buti di the same bear.. hehe]) a card... made by him... and 3 red roses... so France kind of made my day... but still i wasnt happy... some friends forgot to greet me... i'm not happy with the situation of my "relationship"... i feel so indifferent...

(baka nga lng di ako madaling makuntento) ewan!

pictures...

France and Denise the card the bear the roses the gifts

Gloomy Sunday

2005-10-30T03:17:00.000+08:00

It is autumn and the leaves are falling
All love has died on earth
The wind is weeping with sorrowful tears
My heart will never hope for a new spring again
My tears and my sorrows are all in vain
People are heartless, greedy and wicked...
Love has died!
The world has come to its end, hope has ceased to have a meaning
Cities are being wiped out, shrapnel is making music
Meadows are coloured red with human blood
There are dead people on the streets everywhere
I will say another quiet prayer:
People are sinners,
Lord, they make mistakes...
The world has ended!

damn! how true!!

2005-10-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

TRUST ---is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation. A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated, "PUB." There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB.Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is." Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB".

NO POINTING FINGERS

A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?" The father-in-law answered in a smile, "Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you." We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves. If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.

CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?

A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDU officer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh, good looking, polite, humorous , sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand you need television." There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband ,because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

NO OVERPOWERING

Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another,or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character." It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness. It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..

RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other,we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party. A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted,"Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me.Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered ,"You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you."
Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

PERSONAL PERCEPTION

Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home,a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey?"Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey. Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman." The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders. It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

BE PATIENT

This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital. Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, " Daddy,I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?" The father went home & committed suicide. Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have!

got this one from a mail....

ouch!

2005-10-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

sometimes... you dont know where and when "the slap of reality" will hit you...

like kanina... unexpected talaga...

kahapon kasi i went out... so pag uwi ko... pahinga na lng ako...

kanina hapon i went out to buy my med sa derma ko... then after... i passed by mcdo... bought "Kitchie's Combo" and a burger mcdo (yung sandwich lang accdg sa nasa counter) and 3 sundaes for my 2 siblings and cousin... tpos when i got home na... ate jenny suddeny remembered na somebody called nga pala sa akin yesterday.. but cant remember the name... tingin ko si wenzel... buddy buddy ngaun ni patrick my former bestfriend... then sombody passed by daw dito... naka pajero tpos kalbo... i assumed na si matt... pero bat naman dadaan si mattie? i texted him... as expected... clueless cya... it turned out to be leejay pala... my highschool friend... (kabugbugan, katawanan, takbuhan ng problems... pwd na rin kainuman...) i mentioned him earlier na...

something abt leejay: leejay became my classmate when we were in second year highschool... makulit, sensible (naman) kausap, makulit, pala-inom, makulit, matigas ulo, makulit, not afraid to show what he feels (kahit umiyak pa cya), makulit, naninigarilyo, makulit, knights of the altar (daw) cya, makulit, maliit, makulit, true friend, makulit and... did i mention makulit?! naging classmates na lng kme ulit nung 4th year...

so yun leejay passed by nga! we laughed and laughed na naman! parang di kme naghiwalay.. as if highschool pa din kme and buddies pa din... then ewan ko... parang he can tell na i have a problem... twice na kasi cya dumaan at di daw nya talaga alam kung bakit cya dumadaan... anyway... so aya cya kumain... nagpaalam kme kay mom... punta kme sa sizzling stop...

sa sizzling stop.. i opened to him my "situation"... and then... he told me things na made me realize na... "damn pare! ouch! the truth hurts!" (it wasnt aloud though) especially the comparison between "because of this and that" and "inspite of..." that really struck me and i was in the verge of crying again... before i received a slap on my shoulder and a batok at the same time! (hehe! barumbado ang powtek!) guess he doesnt know how to comfort ladies who are crying! (hehe!) that's ok... we've always been like that naman e! (bugbugan!)

sa dami ng nangyayari... i prayed to God na sana... khit yung mkikinig lang... and He provided one... i've been masking a happy face for... i dunnow... for almost a month?! but sometimes... di na rin talaga maitago eh... things for me are so complicated and someone is not making it any easier... sometimes... i just wanna go back to the "insensitive" side of me so that maybe... just maybe... i'll be happy again...

i laughed today.. as in i laughed genuinely! thanks to leejay! he listened and made me laugh at the same time... what he told me talaga hurts... pero it's reality and that i will have to accept... i guess i have just been reading too much that sometimes i compare reality to the novels i have read...

i've proven one thing though... on your tough times... God will provide...

i need more time to think...

photos! blurry nga lng!

Lungle Jog Lam?! (Fabrigas,2005)

2005-10-22T01:37:00.000+08:00

DREAM COME TRUE!

Yehey!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally our most awaited event for the month of October came na! we have been planning this for at least a month (i think) WOW!!! Enchanted Kingdom! (haha! damn! parang bumalik sa pagkabata!) we had loads of fun! but before the fun, some of us got frustrated muna (ehem!) but still, one of us was still positive that everything will be ok ang that we will have "funs and enjoydments" (Cruz,2005)

Mattie(no worries mattie, we understand), who was suppose to be driving our transportation, and the one who owns it as well, backed out the night (actually it was on the same day at around 12:00-12:30 am) before our "most awaited event"

Shiela persuaded Matt to come since it was so last minute and that and that it will be next to impossible for us to look for another transportation, Matt i think got pissed and was all in his "let's-get-this-over-and-done-with-bahala-na" state which might cause everybody else to be on their "badtrip" mood... which should not happen! So we let Mattie be and try our very best to look for another transportation. alex tried to look for an available company car and an available driver to drive us to EK, as for me, i was asking mom if we could borrow the Revo and ask kuya Cocoy (our driver), to drive for us. mom as hesitant at first because she was going to leave also to meet up with her college friends. she said yes at the end. she paid for the driver and the gas as well (woohoo! less gastos for the No' family and Djhay and Dez) God is good!So kuya cocoy, shiela and i made sundo everyone else at jollibee asturias... they shove in my face a bouquet of white roses (aaaawww) and went on our way to EK.

The entrance to enchanted Kingdom will be paid by Alex, Grace and I. 400 per person multiplied by 10 is 4000 divided by 2 is 2000(oh look! i'm good in Math! why the hell did i get "3" lang sa finance?!) reason we are paying for it? Alex and Grace are already on their 1st year anniversary! (Congratz Siomai and Siopao!)and i'll be celebrating my 18th birthday on the 30th (i'm not looking forward to it though... my rants and raves... later!) God is ssssssooooooooooooo good to us! students who have their ID with them will have their tickets discounted from 400 to 250 each! 1 ID 2 discounted tickets! all in all, i paid for 1250 only!(yeah!) really great! i(i also paid for the toll fee nga pala!)

We entered EK, rented a locker, picture taking, and then we rode our first ride... The Flying Fiesta! while on the ride, I was taking pictures... (later!) ang saya! then we entered 4D and watched "Escape from Bane Manor" which was supposed to be a horror clip.. (i think!)it wasnt scary and madami maingay! it was fun though, it was as if you were really part of the clip... (especially if your feet are not touching the floor) then we joined the line for the Space Shuttle, Jenny almost backed out... good thing shiela was able to convince her to ride it. i ended up being partnered with Hawie... (buti din kasi naconvince ko cya na sa likod na likod kme magstay... kung iba yun sa gitna na ako nakaupo! wala thrill!) after the ride... more picture taking... bumili ng drinks. Shiela and I went to look where we could get Henna tattoos... but there were no great designs so we scratched the idea of fetting one. we went back to the others.. more picture taking! and then we went to Rialto... madami again maingay! (except for the 10 civilized people :P) everybody else was shouting! Jenny and I formulated a theory that maybe the seats at the back (we were infront) was much more thrilling! after in Rialto, we ate our merienda then went our way to Jungle Log Jam (Lungle Jog Lam accdg to Djhay!) Jenny and Shiela decided not to ride it. so 8 of us went to ride it. Djhay, Dez, Chuchie, Mommy Mau ended up being on one log while Hawie, Alex, Grace and I on another one. on the big drop, your photo will be taken. after the ride, we went to look at our photos. my eyes were closed so i decided not to get it. we went back to shiela and jenny and went on our last ride... The Rio Grande... we decided to split up... Hawie, Mommy Mau, Chuchie, Djhay and Dez were on one boat while Shiela, Jenny, Grace, Alex and I were on another one... Shiela didnt wanna get wet on the shower (umm... falls?) so she made a successful attempt to turn the boat... Alex got wet on the shower... I was soaking wet because the biggest wave was on my part! good thing i brought with me an extra shirt. we went to get our pictures and off to the revo to go home. the time was so bitin! mejo marami din kasi ung tao kasi may mga nag field trip... oh well!

Parang di napagod ang group! tawa pa din kme ng tawa! may nakita pa kme maganda sight... ung clouds tinakpan ung moon... the shape was as if a couple (guy and a girl) kissing... all of us were making an attempt to take a picture of it but kuya cocoy was driving very fast and there were many trees... we only have our memories as remembrance of what we saw...

Bumaba si Hawie sa Quirino... while Alex, Grace and Chuchie sa Pantranco... Djhay and Dez sa gateway LRT station.... mommy MAu sa Tuazon, and Jenny and Shiela kela Shiela nlng... may sundo si Jenny kela Shiela...

Almost Happy!

arrival!

flying fiestaafter sa space shuttle!koreana pose!before rialto!after sa lunglejoglam!!kulit posebefore rio grandeafter rio grande!

haaay... wla lng!

2005-10-19T01:16:00.000+08:00

Truly Madly Deeply
Verse 1
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need. I love you more with every breath Truly madly deeply do.. I will be strong I will be faithful 'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning. A reason for living. A deeper meaning.
Chorus
I want to stand with you on a mountain. I want to bathe with you in the sea. I want to lay like this forever. Until the sky falls down on me...
Verse 2
And when the stars are shining brightly In the velvet sky, I'll make a wish Send it to heaven Then make you want to cry.. The tears of joy For all the pleasure and the certainty. That we're surrounded By the comfort and protection of.. The highest power. In lonely hours. The tears devour you.. I want to stand with you on a mountain, I want to bathe with you in the sea. I want to lay like this forever, Until the sky falls down on me...
Bridge
Oh can't you see it baby? You don't have to close your eyes 'Cos it's standing right before you. All that you need will surely come... I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need. I'll love you more with every breath Truly madly deeply do...
Chorus

should i be proud that i'm the queen of the godS?

2005-10-18T18:01:00.000+08:00

See which Greek Goddess you are.

sembreak!

2005-10-14T00:51:00.000+08:00

yeah! alright! sembreak na! kind of nervous though... kasi baka pangit result nung grades ko... madismaya lang ako...

i'm in my worst spirit... feeling a little down lately... buti na lang jaz and her family are always there for me... kulang na lng ata ampunin ako ng family ni jasmin...

went to her place kanina... i didnt go home... kasi baka di na ako makalabas pag umuwi pa ako... so kahit naka uniform pumunta na ako dun...

dont have anything to say talaga actually...

bday...

2005-10-09T00:57:00.000+08:00

today is leejay's birthday... di ako makakapunta later e... kasi exams... oh well... lam ko maiintindihan naman ako nun... though sure ako magtatampo yun...

kahit di naman exam di naman din ako makakapunta.. as if papayagan ako... patrick (former bestfriend) will have to come over muna and pick me up... kayalng di rin aattend yun... may sama sila ng loob kay leejay eh..

yun lang...

(leejay nga pala is one of my closest buddy)

the week that was...

2005-09-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

today is my dad's bday... well he just left yesterday... 1 week din cya dito... haaayy... i thought everything will be ok for this week kasi andito cya... pero di rin pala... GOD!! i hate rumors talaga!!! arrggghhh!!!!! sumama tuloy reputation ko! wala na tuloy ginawa ung dad ko the whole week kundi sabihan ako na boys are... BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!

para tuloy cheap labas ko...

more pics nung bday ni mommy!

2005-09-18T01:11:00.000+08:00

jen and mau!

mau and prizzie

wala lng! ahahaha!!!

look oh!

2005-09-18T01:06:00.000+08:00

bagay ba?! hehe...ÜÜ wala lang! nung birthday yan ni mommy mau!ÜÜ

bday!!!

2005-09-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

today is danielle's 20th bday! damn! ang bilis ng panahon... dati... mag bbike pa kme sa harapan ng bahay namin... at nakaangkas ako sa kanya... ngaun.. mas matangkad na ako... at 20 na cya...

today is also mommy mau's bday... 18 na cya... may celeb bukas... sana everything will be ok...

there is something about time talaga na sobrang precious... ngayon ganito tayo... bukas di mo na alam...

oh well...

The Man I Love, The Man I adore

2005-08-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

BIG MISTAKE!!!

it has been quite a while since i have updated my blog. well i really cant find a reason to update... till now. my dad just called... he said that he was able to browse my website... the one that is needed for our computer subject. BIG MISTAKE! i shouldnt have included the link of my blog there!!! Dad read my most recent blog... the one about my mom... and unfortunately for me, he also told mom.

dont get me wrong, i love my mom so much but sometimes, nakakasakal na...

Our conversation:(dad and i)

DAD: how are you?

DENISE: fine... na browse mo site ko?

DAD: oo... ayos lng.. maganda naman..

DENISE: di nga ok lng?

DAD: oo... nabasa ko blog mo. may hinanakit ka pala sa mommy mo.

DENISE: ah..

DAD: kay daddy? masama ba loob mo?

DENISE: hindi...

DAD: ..ok... basta you take care! i love you! i miss you

DENISE: love you.. miss you

you see.. despite of my dad's absence while we're growing up, when he's here, he definitely make sure that we will feel loved. and he provide us with everything we need and i'm not talking about materially here. my mom love us... sure but there will always be a difference on how both parents approaches their kids. my mom demands on what we should do because ayaw nya kme mapahamak to the extent na nakaksakal na. my dad one simple description... he knows how to listen. if only my mom would listen, i dont think i'll be like this towards her.

thinking... just thinking

2005-08-13T17:39:00.000+08:00

Try picture yourself in this situation....

Be the person who always give, the person who understands... to make things work (in whatever relationship), be the person who always patch things up even if it was not ur fault, be the person who always take the risk so just that the other will be happy. can you now call yourself a martyr? maybe... the best description for anyone in this situation... i guess i was one... till now....

Have I really Gone that Insensitive?!

trying to think about what happened really was a headache... i coudnt have just changed right? but what could have caused this? it kept me awake for hours (just for the record... i no longer encounter sleeping problems that bad anymore... till this) thinking about it! (the thinking statred when the No' Family started teasing me.) then i'll just suddenly jerk off because my alarm clock went off.

it really didnt occur to me at first but thinking about the situation more deeply, it just suddenly came to me, maybe i just got tired.

again, try to picture what has been said earlier. be the person who always give! still every effort... is NOT ENOUGH!!

maybe i have come to the point wherein i dont want to give anymore...i just want to receive.

maybe it's better for me to be like this... to be numb... at least even if people will laugh at me, wont take me seriously, even if i cry infont of them, i wouldnt feel anything...

can i ask you a question? am i selfish?

am i asking for too much?

prelims

2005-08-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

prelims are finally over!!! yeah! well i shouldnt be celebrating actually since i know i didnt do well in all of it. i wish i passed all of it though.

i have one more problem, my Filipino paper.... arghh!!! bahala na!

THIS IS MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

WARNING: THIS WILL BE A VERY BORING ENTRY!

When I'm angry, sad, happy, or simply inspired... I write... This habit have started, thanks to Lora... (God! i miss her so much!)

i pour out my feelings through writing... but i unfortunately... i was never a good poet... so no matter how i wanted to let other people know what i feel without directly telling them... I cant...

the very reason why i am a very secretive person...

why do i tell u these things?

and what's with the title...?

you'll find out...

for the first question... the answer...

i dunnow... maybe because i realized that there is no harm in opening up... i've been hiding for quite a long time already... maybe this will be a good start...

for the second question here's what happened...

am i not allowed to have my own opinion on things... di naman ako robot ah!

dont u just hate it when the people/person u expect the most to be the one trusting u... dont trust you at all... the one who doubts u!

one my entries entitled "desperate attempt" was really a desperate attempt... not only in writing a poem but also a desperate attempt to let go of what i really feel...(yes... that poem is based on what's happening to me and my mom...) i know she cant and wont be able to read it (unless miraculously... she had suddenly have a knowledge of what a blog is!) i guess i just wanted to let go of the "sama ng loob" at that time... nobody reacted to that entry... (thank god!)

so basically u have an idea on who and on what this entry will be about (for those who have made it this far... i congratulate you!)... yep... u got that right! muy mother... (some other people are involved too...)

Situation1:My mom believes that i always take sides when it comes to her and Danielle(when they argue... i'm the referee, psychologist and their spiritual councilor as well) pinagtatakpan ko daw si danielle! pati ba naman ako??!!! sometimes u need to let the other party know kung ano naffeel nung isa party para maresolbhan agad... pero yung sabihan ka ng "isa ka pa! pare pareho kayo!" ewan ko ha... iisipin ko nlng na galit siya... pero knowing my mom... ewan...

Situation2:(WARNING:MABABAW TO! SOBRA! PERO NAKAKAINIT NG ULO!) if your own mom calls you something that we can associate with the word "flirt" hindi ba magiinit ulo mo??! nag iingat lang daw cya? hypocrite! cya nagkaroon ng bf at the age of 17... tpos kung makapag salita cya parang mabubuntis ako pag may kausap ako na guy! my GOD!!!! at eto pa! the thing is... WALA NGA!!! argh!!!

Situation3: i am entitled to my own mistakes! yep! i do commit them! (obvious ba???!) pero when it comes to her... parang I CANT commit mistakes! no room for it... kaya pag di ko nameet expectations nya... sobra sobra magalit... pero pag si DAnielle naka commit nun... wala lng... aus lng... c danielle yan e... parang ako nlng klngn mag give parati... pano kung ndi ko na kaya magbigay?

situation4: nasasakal na ako dito... (can anyone rescue me?)

I do understand na disappointed na sila (in particular cya) kay daynes pero ung ako ung hahawakan niya sa leeg ng sobra sobra... ndi ko alam... mabait lng ata ako e.. o sadyang martyr... ewan ah... pero siguro ayaw ko na din cya bgyan ng sama ng loob... pero pano naman ako... ako nlng ba parati iintindi? pano kung di ko na kaya intindihin?

if i'll be symbolical... hanggang ngaun caterpillar pa din ako... i havent transformed into a butterfly yet... kasi may pumipigil sakin... i'm almost of age.. still eto ako... being pinned down by my own mom...

nakikita ko na ata future ko... ndi ako makakapag asawa... at ako ata mag-aalaga sa kanila ng dad ko pag tanda nila

i used to tell to people pag jnujudge sila.."ala pakilamanan!" un pa din pinaniniwalaan ko... pero what if nanay mo na nagjjudge sau... hindi ka ba mapapaisip?

"i am not born so just i can please anybody.. i'll do whatever that pleases me.." what if ung gusto mo gawin di pleasing sa mom mo? wala silbi paniniwala na to dba?

am i a bad child? siguro minsan... pero sabi sa psychology..."there are no bad children... just bad parents". if this is true... then... is my mom a bad parent?

dramatic?? not really... napuno lng siguro...

dont judge my mom sana based on this entry! she's a good person naman... this is actually based lng on the perspective of her daughter....

parteeeeyy!!!:P

2005-07-30T08:28:00.000+08:00

Last night was shiela and renzieboy's bday celebration... (aside from the surprises thay got form us of course... aba! dapat lng! may effort kme dun nuh! ahahahahahaha!!!!ÜÜÜÜ)

Eastwood is crowded (it's a friday night nga pala!). we ate in Somethin' fishy... the people present were mattie, grace, chuchie, jenny, mau, me, alex and shiela (of course the celebrants!). imee and charles were also there... and to our surprise (a wonderful surprise especially for shiela...) GP was also there... hehe... bata lng kasi e!

after eating... wala na kme ginawa... naglakad lakad nlng,,, ahaha... we still had fun pa rin... hihi... un lng...

Shiela's Bday

2005-07-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

After a 2 wk long preparation, we have now achieved our(No Family, I doodles) goal... we made Shiela very happy on her bday! (well actually... i'm assuming that she's very happy)

Ang hirap pag taguan ni shiela! grabe! maaning aning na kme lhat! nabubuking nya kme! ahahaha...ÜÜÜ

wala lng... 2 dozen roses, caricature, make up, de lata (renzie boy!), tska bracelet na kakabitan fone... ( di ko alam tawag dun mommy eh...) cake and sangkatutak na petals... haaaay... kapagaod! sana napasaya ka nga namin shiela! effort kung effort... galing kay jenny...ÜÜÜ

Obscena... panira! ahaha... nalimutan ibigay ung bouquet! ahahaha!!!ÜÜ

all in all... kahit alam ni shiela na may surprise... at mejo nabuking kami... successful naman kht papano...ÜÜÜ

lavyah shiela! happy birthday!ÜÜÜ

whew!

2005-07-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

yay! i'm proud! i've made changes na dito sa blog ko1 woohoo!! with the help of shiela syempre... hehe..Ü kaka ayos ko ng blog nalilimutan ko mag update! hehe..ÜÜ eto muna for now..Ü

love this song!

2005-07-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

Break Down
Mariah Carey feat. Bonethugs
Intro
break break down still it breakin' me on down break break down still it bring me on down break break down still it breakin' me on down break break down still it breakin' me on down.
Verse 1
Mariah: you called yesterday to basically say that you care for me but that you're just not in love immediately i pretended to be feeling similarily and led you to believe i was o.k to just walk away from the one thing that's unyielding and sacred to me
CHORUS
well i guess i'm trying not to be nonchalant about it and i'm going to extremes to prove i'm fine without you but in reality i'm slowly losing my mind underneath the guise of smile gradually i'm dying inside friends ask me how i feel and i lie convincingly cuz i don't want to reveal the fact that i'm suffering so i wear my disguise til i go home at night and i turn down all the lights and then i break down and cry
Verse 2
Mariah: so what do you do when somebody so devoted to suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue of the pain that rejection is putting you through do you cling to your pride and sing "i will survive" (gotta get control, roll, roll, roll on) 4X do you hold on in vain as they as they just slip away
CHORUS
well i guess i'm trying not to be nonchalant about it and i'm going to extremes to prove i'm fine without you but in reality i'm slowly losing my mind underneath the guise of smile gradually i'm dying inside friends ask me how i feel and i lie convincingly cuz i don't want to reveal the fact that i'm suffering so i wear my disguise til i go home at night and i turn down all the lights and then i break down and cry
Interlude
Wish: yeah, c' mon, yeah, c' mon, c' mon break break break down roll roll roll on still it breakin' me on down roll roll roll on break break break down roll roll roll on still it breakin' me on down Bridge Wish: better break it down only if you let it everyday the situation is rockin' my mind tryin' to break me down but i won't let it forget it ( forget it)
Krayzie: i'll be feelin' like it gonna break me down turnin' me around stressin' me out i'm thinkin it gonna get out and let me release some stress ( stress )
Wish: don't ever wanna feel no pain ( pain ) hoping for the sun but it looks like rain ( rain, rain, rain ) oh, i just wanna maintain
Krayzie: yeah, i'm feelin' precious, yo but never the less krayzie won't fall so-ber, is headin' near ( near )
CHORUS
well i guess i'm trying not to be nonchalant about it and i'm going to extremes to prove i'm fine without you but in reality i'm slowly losing my mind underneath the guise of smile gradually i'm dying inside friends ask me how i feel and i lie convincingly cuz i don't want to reveal the fact that i'm suffering so i wear my disguise til i go home at night and i turn down the lights and then i break down and cry Repeat 2X ( break break down... down until fade )

whoa!

2005-07-23T23:01:00.000+08:00

grabe! it has been a long time na pala talaga since i've updated my blog... tnx to shiela... at least may wenta na blog ko ngaun...

Well ano buh meron today? well we, The No Family (... without matt) and with dj, went to Max's Caloocan to celebrate Jenny's bday... who's now 18... hehe...Ü

Everything was ok till the end... Jenny cried... oh well i hope everything will be ok...

Lora... missing you already..

2005-05-29T17:21:00.000+08:00

Lora's one of my three high school bestfriends (Shiela is one of them too, the other one... ewan kung nasan na)... Fil-Am... She's now in Virginia... long story kung bakit na cya andun... or why she even left in the first place...

I dont know if i'll be able to see her again... wala na ung nagkasabay sa fx... wala na bulol na tagalog...

i'm missing her already... pero distance wont make a difference sa friendship namin...Ü

Lora... tnx for everything!!

just got back from bicol

2005-05-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

i really cant give a specific place kung san sa bicol... kasi halos nilibot ko ang bicol region... masbate lng ata ang di ko narating e...

five days lng ako dun pero 3 beaches kagad napuntahan ko... kaya ito ako ngaun... namumula..ÜÜ

super saya... para kme tourist dun... di lng... VIP pa... escorted pa kme ng pulis every lakad namin... pano... provincial director dun ung friend ni mommy ko... kaya masaya...hehe...Ü astig ung mayon... hehe...Ü pumunta pa kme sa paanan nung mayon... nag erupt daw ang mayon kanina e... wala na kme.. ndi naman literally pumutok at nag cost ng tragedy or ng kung ano man... maganda daw ang mayon pag naglabas ng apoy... esp daw pag madaling araw... active naman ang mayon e... kaya normal na sa kanila un... umuusok nga nung andun kme e...

hehe... dati nag rereklamo ako na wala ako ginagwa ngaun summer... ngaun ang dami na... nsa pamapanga ako sa saturday... overnight lng with my realtives... nagbabalak ung mga friends nila mommy na sa Cebu naman cyempre... kasama kami ulit... yes!! kayalng magpapasukan na... pano un! dapat dati pa to nangyari para may room pa for Cebu... haaay....

oh well..

mabuti ang inaapi...

2005-05-20T11:31:00.000+08:00

unfair!!!

bakit ako klngn parati umintindi?

ako parati klngn magbgay?

ako na nga un hindi nirepespeto... ako pa din ang klngn pagbawalan...

ndi ko na ba talaga pwd iexpress yung sarili ko...

kung galit ako... malungkot...

things are so unfair...

anyway... i'm off to bicol... i need time to relax... kayalng yung taong galit ako ngayon... kasama ko... sanama makahiwalay ako sa kanya...:(

wedding

2005-05-19T18:34:00.000+08:00

it's ate jenny's wedding day today(Jasmin's sister)... it's the simplest wedding i've ever attended...

dapat di ako a-attend dun e... napilitan lng kasi ginawa ako lector ni ate jenny... wise talaga... w kasi naman... sinabihan kagad cya ni jas before na malamang di ako pupunta kasi wala naman ako gagawin dun... ginawa tuloy ako lector...

wala lng... muntik ng ako ung makasalo nung bouquet kasi sakin sakto... e klngan kuhain ko yun dahil sa tapat ko... buti humarang c jas... akala nya kasi iba ung flower na binato... so cya na ung katapat nung flower... cya na ung kukuha nun kasi cya na ung katapat e... safe... hehe..Ü

i just got back!

2005-05-16T11:42:00.000+08:00

hey... i just got back... from los baños... grabe... init... mainit ang panahon pati ung tubig mainit... kaya super gusto ko kagad bumalik d2 sa manila.. kasi mas masarap tubig dito... haaay... ndi ata mapirme mom ko d2 sa bahay... after sa davao sa los baños tpos sa saturday nag-aaya sa bicol... grabe! balak ata libutin ang philippines e...

Desperate Attempt

2005-05-14T03:05:00.000+08:00

All Locked Up!
By: Denise Limson

I’ve learned a lot, yes I did.
I was taught by a great teacher,
But it’s not enough, I still need to know more
Like have fun and be free with all of my peers,
To be hugged for warmth and be kissed by my prince,
To just be me, and nobody else.

No turning back now.
I have to be me.
I’m almost grown up, I grew over the years,
Yet my teacher is still on hold of me.
Her message is clear: “Stay!”

Now I’m all locked up,
Nothing I can do,
Except to beg and say:
“Thank you. You taught me well,
But you will have to unlock me now mother,
Learn to let me go.”

edited na to...

this is my desperate attempt to write a peom for our newletter... i was pretty mad with my mom when i wrote this... and right now... i am too... this is my desperate attempt to make her understand...

Mother's Day

2005-05-09T23:18:00.001+08:00

mom got back from davao on mother's day. She was pretty mad when she saw our totally wrecked revo... (well not totally wrecked... harapan lng...) ganda ng mother's day gift namin nuh? since nga she just got back from her trip... she was a bit broke na kaya we didnt celebrate mother's day like we used to... we just ordered meals from mc do and ate it at home... this is our CHEAPEST mother's day... EVER!!!

total cost: 379.00 php

cheap huh? take note though that there are 6 people that is living in this house... how we manage to be full with that amount? dont know din!Ü

Damn This Summer!!!

2005-05-08T00:19:00.000+08:00

Things have been really, really magulo and boring for me lately, and some people are really not helping! I'm pissed!

Person#1: DAD. Dad has banned us from staying up late. Meaning everybody must be in bed at exactly 11 o'clock. I've never seen him so strict! (i'm thinking it's because of Daynes, she must have really pushed my dad to the edge). He calls up every night just to check on us... Damn! no more midnight chatting/internet surfing for me...

Person #2: MOM. Mom is really cooperative with this newly imposed rule of dad. Damn! She reports every single mistake we commit! Hindi nga kami makatawad kahit 30 minutes man lang. Grabe! i'm hating this talaga!! She's in Davao right now (i've posted that earlier), leaving me to take care of my two younger siblings... Goodie.... (yeah right!!!)

Person #3: DAYNES. Daynes, as i have posted earlier, binangga yung car! pano nakasama sa kin? I'll have to wake up at 6:30 am MWS, starting kanina, just to take Dustin to his Taekwando classes! walang car so obviously we have to take a cab and i'll have to wait for him for 2 hrs! damn! ako na naman obligado gumawa nito!! ARGhHH!!

Person #4: DIANE. Diane is pissed with me na. She couldnt use her phone because i'm always using it... she keeps on asking me to give it back na... i have no choice... madalang ko na lang mahawakan yun ngayon... AS IF NAMAN MAY KATEXT SIYA!!! (super laking help nun to ease my super boring summer!!! Grr...)

Person #5: MELVIN. He made me think talaga with that YM message... oh well he's been taken care of na..ÜÜÜ

Person #6: JERRY. after the rumour, Jerry admitted he likes me. He asked me if i wanted to take it a step forward with him.. (his exact words were: "hey, wanna take a step forward with me?" through text to ha...) Obvious naman yung meaning ng gusto niya palabasin dba? pero we're talking about Jerry here (i know you dont know him... let me explain...) so malabo yung ibig sabihin nyan... may mga level kasi pagdating sa kanya... hindi mo tuloy alam kung san ka lulugar... merong "hooked up", meron din "i-like-you-so-i'll-treat-you-like-my-gf-but-you're-not-really-my-gf-i-just-like-you level" meron cyempre yung "official gf" and marami pa iba level... so malabo... ayaw naman din niya pinaguusapan kung ano talaga position mo sa kanya... kaya... MALABO TALAGA TO!! (Jerry and I are really close kaya ko alam lahat to...) I didn't answer him... i pretended na i didn't understand... couple of days later he asked me if i wanted him to be my guy... NO COMMENT!! I like Jerry (dont get any ideas... i like him as a friend) but it's just not enough to make him "my guy"! he's a friend... that's it!

There you have it... the list of not so helpful people to ease my boredom in this shitty and crappy summer... plus... they give me a freaking headache!!!

I know I'm complaining a lot but really, you'd also be crying out for help if you were in my place right now!

Not only do I have these people to complain about... i have to complain about money too... I'm broke! (technically speaking i do have money pero nasa bank kasi nagiipon ako for a new phone...) Starting this June, not only do i have to save money for a new phone, but also for something to spend next summer! (i'm out of my mind na!)

I'm supposed to have my braces this May (may na nga pala!!) but di ata matutuloy... gagastusan kasi yung car... papaayus... (i really dont want to have braces pero i wanted naman to have my teeth fixed na... so i'll just have to go through the painful experience...) Thanks a lot Daynes!!!

grr!!!

oh well...

big problem!!!

2005-05-06T13:15:00.000+08:00

my mom is soooo MADAYA!!! she's in Davao right now... she'll be there till Sunday... she left nung Wednesday ayun...

my mom has only been gone for about 26 hours... may nangyari ng masama... binunggo ng mgaling kong ate ung revo namin... cra talaga ung harapan... haay...

danielle kasi e... super immature!!! ndi muna nagiicp... haay... oh well

galit c dad... cympre pati si mom...

patay ngaun si daynes...

damn!!!

2005-05-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

this has been a REALLY boring week!!! siguro ung eventful lng na nangyari sakin ung... nung thursday lng... pumunta c papa France d2... aaaaaahhhhhhhhh....ÜÜÜ

France is my childhood friend... and crush na din..Ü we just chatted... naputol naman yun kasi i have to leave kasi Ann, Karen, Penny and I will go to gateway... just to watch "Can this Be Love" damn! i just laughed the whole time... ndi ko kasi mafeel yung drama sa dulo...ÜÜ

after dun... punta kme kela jaz... cya lng kasi ndi nakasama samin e... tpos we all went home na... un na yun...

pinaka eventful na yun sa week na toh...

nagpunta nga ko ng bible study... umuwi naman ako agad... wala din kasi ako pupuntahan... wala pa ako money... haaay....

summer na to... ang init pa!!!

yay!!

2005-04-24T16:31:00.000+08:00

i just got back here in qc!

juat what i needed! a day without my computer... how i survived? i dunnow! it's a good thing though because i needed to think...

i was in Pampanga yesterday... fiesta kasi dun e... mula today hanggang sa may 3...ÜÜ

it has been a tradition in the Simon family (my mother's side of the family) that after the 'Dakit' (sundo... it's called like that because the patron 'Apung Señor' or The Crucified Christ will be fetched from the church and be transfered to the chapel in Sto. Cristo, the chapel in our barangay) we will feed hundreds of people who participated in the sundo. that's the reason why we were there... just to feed a lot of people...

The Dakit has been a tradition since after the World War II... it has been said that the rightful home of the Apung Señor was the chapel in Sto. Cristo... but because of the war, the chapel was destroyed and the only patron that survived was the Apung Señor. since then, nine days before the real fiesta.. the image was being fetched and being transfered in his old home... in his last day, he visits every purok in the barangay before he goes back to the church.

so after there in Pampanga... we went now to Mimosa... some of my mom's friends were there... we ate dinner there and spent the night in Fontana... the next day we went back to mimosa just to eat lunch and then we went to oriental duty free... (it kind of look more like an ukay ukay rather than a duty free to me) then we went back home!ÜÜ

just now... i read melvin's "new" message in my first friendster account... wanting me to delete my previous blog and the bulletin i've posted!

he's afraid of something... he's just afraid of being caught!

i've moved on! why do you keep on coming back!?

2005-04-22T13:22:00.000+08:00

grabe! i was shocked tlaga na i have to post this kaagad!

my first boyfriend, melvin, who has been my boyfriend for almost a year ( i broke up with him three days before our first year anniversary), left a message sa ym and i dont know how i will react dun sa msg...

i dont have any grudge on him or whatsoever... it's all in the past na for me... tapos na yun! nagttxt pa nga cya dati, nagmmsg sa friendster, tinwagan ko pa nung new year! it's just that naasar ako kasi parang ineexpect pa nya na magpapaka tanga ako ulit para sa knya! 6-7 months na ako nagpakatanga! isnt that enough na? what keeps me wondering is bakit ngayon lng cya nagsosorry para dun! he's after all 7 months late for that! what makes me even more asar is that he half blamed it on me... tama buh un? he wasnt even man enough to admit na it was his fault!

you see... melvin had another girl aside from me... we were already in our 5th month or 6th when the girl said yes to him... my kabarkada warned me already... yet i didnt listen... i trust him kasi... hindi naman pala dapat!!! pero i should've listened to my kabarkada pala... he's concerned lang naman! i dont want to mention his name... baka may mabalitaan na naman ako na di maganda!

i confronted him(melvin) twice about that matter... and twice he denied it! shit! i was so stupid talaga nun!! i was willing to take him back basta as long as he will promise me that he will patch things up... whether umamin cya o hindi... pero wala... the third time na i confronted him wala na ako minnention about dun sa girl... basta sabi ko lng... na sana gumawa naman cya ng effort na ayusin ung relationship namin! afterall... nakakapanghinayang naman kasi mag o-one year na kme nun! and then when i had a reliable source who told me that it wasnt just a rumour! i've decided na it has to end na! ung mismong araw na mkkpghiwalay ako sa kanya... hindi nya ako sinipot... to think na ako na pumunta sa bhy nila nun! so what i did... i left na lng a letter addressed to him sa tatay nya... tpos i left na... that's it... wala na ako balak hntayin cya nun... ayoko na rin magtanim ng sama ng loob... baka ikamatay ko pa un! ang swerte naman nya! cya pa magiging cause ng death ko!

akala ko napakalinis nya gumawa... what he dint realize was that the girl's bestfriend is my kabarkada (not the one who told me about him having a relationship with anothet girl)! stupid asshole! testimony lng nya (the bestfriend)! concrete na yun! after all... bestfriend nga cya nung girl!

maybe all of you are wondering ano ung msg nya sa kin sa ym... well eto un!

kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 10:52:45 AM): babe seryoso galit ka ba sakin?
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 10:52:54 AM): reply ka naman pls..
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:01:58 AM): galit ka ba talaga? if yes sana sabihin mo sakin...
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:03:08 AM): ikaw yung taong hanggang maaari ayoko magalit sakin.....
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:03:33 AM): promise... kahit na may bf ka pa... seryoso...
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:07:16 AM): kung ayaw mo maniwala, sana maniwala ka pa din..
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:08:51 AM): basta gusto sana kita makita kahit for the last time..
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:09:31 AM): yoko na muka na me tanga
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:10:52 AM): pero mahal pa din kita.. kahit na may mali me nagawa... siguro wala na to forgiveness.. basta mahal pa din kita...
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:12:05 AM): kaw lang naman nagsabe na mangbitch me... la mo nungsinabi mo to sobrang dinamdam ko.., kaya un,,,,,,
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:13:20 AM): alam mo ayaw na kita maisip pero madalas pa din kita naaalala.. fuck talaga.. ayoko na...
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:14:00 AM): minsan pati sa dream.. kaya feeling ko minsan kunukulam mo na me...
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:14:22 AM): ayoko na ng ganito,,
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:17:18 AM): pati nga yung letter mo sa graphing paper nung july 24, 2003-math time-3:00PM eh na solve ko na.. kahit na inabot me ng ilang hours...after 2 years natapos ko din yung letter mo na to..
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:18:40 AM): pero alam ko naman na malabo na mabalik yung dati.. basta mahal na mahal pa din kita...
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:18:56 AM): sana masaya ka na neto....
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:20:05 AM): dahil dito di na ko pumasok sa school sa sobrang kakaisip nitong bagay na to..
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:21:33 AM): sana naman mafix na to kahit papano para makabalik na me sa usual na things na ginagawa ko.. please lang
kazket_1234 (4/20/2005 11:22:40 AM): sana masaya ka na and sana your doing great na.. yun lang ingats na lang...

both of us know na hindi "bitch" ung girl... second... pinapalabas mo pa na it was my fault na may other girl ka... if sinabi ko un... i remember din na we were laughing our heads off nung time na un... if you didnt consider it as a joke... may enough common sense ka naman cguro para wag gawin un... after all makaksakit ka... tpos girl friend mo pa! ndi ako galit! pinapamukha ko lang sau kung ano ung gnawa mo sakin!

if she dumped you... i dont blame her! because you are such an insensitive prick! dont you come running back to me kasi for me... tapos na laht! dont you dare put the blame on me... dahil as far as i know... ako ung walang gnawang masama... i admit... cguro may nakita ka sa kanya na di mo nakita sakin... bat kaya hindi ka nalang nakipag hiwalay sakin nun? bakit kelagan mo pa patagalin? and why were you so strict on keeping our relationship as a secret kung wala ka gnagawa na masama nun?! see... bumabalik lahat sau ngaun... kaia wag mo papalabasin na kasalanan ko! kasi the both of us know kung cno ang may kasalanan...

hindi ako galit... wala na yun tapos na yun! it all came back lng after mo ko mnsg sa ym... ano pa buh gusto mo mangyari?!

also a source told me that you were together daw in Karen Gloda's debut... now try to deny that pa...

eto na!

2005-04-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

dba i promised a copy ng so called "new look" ko... well... hindi dapat kasi eto ung photo... ate ko kasi e... ayaw pa isend vis bluetooth ung picture ko... alam nyo naman ako... wala na phone:P

ndi ka nagmukha new look e... ewan ko buh:P

click nyo nlng yung title... ndi ko pa naaus e2 blog ko e:P

karen's party

2005-04-19T20:43:00.000+08:00

for a change i want this blog to have another color... so that's why i made it like this...ÜÜ

Karen has been a good friend since we were in third year high school, but we've known each other since we were in 6th grade...Ü

April 18, 2005 is Karen's 18th bday... yet.. she didnt have any plans for her bday... so we... meaning Ann and I organized a surprise party for her...Ü it was really hard to organize because after all, all of us (meaning all of our high school friends) have different schedules...

the party has already been organized a week before her bday... we have talked to her parents called up a couple of our friends... made them reorganize their schedule for that day... and since karen has summer classes beacuse it's required in her school, there will be no problem at all to decorate the house and to cook the food... yet, on the very day of the party, we have to reorganize all over again!! you see... there was a strike... her class for that day has been cancelled... so what are we to do? we have to get her out of the house.. so i made ann take karen to the mall, while her family, a couple of our friends (not all of us unfortunately cause we moved the party earlier since ann only promised a couple of hours... they have adjusted their schedule a week before and that they have plans already on the time the party has been moved... ) and i, were doing everything we can to prepare the party for only 4 hours...

she was hysterical after seeing the white roses scattered on their garage... (she was saying in a really loud voice "weh! ano kaya yan! ang corny nyo!" ) she doesnt want to enter the house because it was very dark! the only source of light is the candle on her bday cake (spongebob squarepants... she's a bit childish...Ü) then 18 of us... (friends and family) was holding 18 roses (9 pink and 9 red) and was handing it out to her... she was really laughing hard! (karen is not the type who easily cries... her only reaction when she saw us was "ano ginagawa nyo dito?" ) so that's what happened... we ate... we laughed and reminsced our high school days, we chatted... and then all of us went home... that's it... it did not went as well as i planned it to be... but at least it was successful... Karen was really surprised...ÜÜÜ that's what's important... although i was a bit disappointed that not all of were there (there are 10 boys... about half of them have gf's so they're included in the counting too... plus 5 girls... and only 8 of us including karen were there... really disappointing... yet! we made karen happy... that's whati'm after anyway...Ü

ang saya!!!

2005-04-17T10:49:00.000+08:00

i just got back from bulacan! yay! shiela, jenny, grace and i had such a great time!

it was a three days two nights outing with jenny and her family... really nice family... parang naging anim nga ung anak nila dahil samin e... (accdg to shiela) ÜÜ

bad vibes nga e...ÜÜÜ (hi jenny and shiela!) pano buh naman pare, chuchie and mau werent able to come... kulang na nman kme... another bad vibes pare... pati c vincent and c alex ndi na nakasunod kasi nag iba kme ng location para sa swimming... pero pare k lng... by ourselves din naman pare we had fun! ahahaha!!!!ÜÜÜ

guys! congratulate me! i'm the reigning queen sa magic sing samin nila jenny! ahaha... dont ask me pano nangyari... di ko din alam! ahaha...ÜÜ that happened sa first night!Ü

guys i have something really amazing to tell you... i really didnt know how it happened or that it was even possible... pero masaya naman yung kinalabasan... c jenny ung room nya sa bulacan singles ung bed na may pull out bed... e di cyempre singles lng din ung pull out bed... ndi ko alam pano kme nagkasya pero nakasurvive kme ng 2 nyts na sa mga singles bed na un natutulog... take note... apat kme... ganito ang nangyari jan... sa pull out bed c jenny at si shiela... ( dba??? dalawang... ahem... malaki! kakaiba nuh?!) tpos kme ni grace dun sa bed talaga... ok lng kme ni grace... understandable pa... pero c shiela at c jenny??? amazing!!! ahaha...ÜÜÜ peace tayo ha!ÜÜ

nagswimming kme sa jade resort... mura entrance e... 60 php lng... aus lng... ndi mabigat sa bulsa...Ü tpos ndi pa pinabayad samin nung parents ni jenny... (ang bait nila talaga!) may room pa kme...ÜÜ magic sing na naman... and yes... u've guessed right... ako na naman sng champion!ÜÜ

so aun... that's pretty much what's happned to us in bulacan!ÜÜ sa susunod ulit!!!ÜÜ

mhyck and i broke up na nga pala... oh well.. it's not meant to last naman e...

sa wakas...

2005-04-12T00:18:00.000+08:00

yes! after a long period of time... gawa na cpu ko! tagal ko hindi nakapagupdate ng blog ko... anyway... ok naman ang life ko... mas ok na...

may new look na ako..ÜÜ pag na upload ko na ung pic... papakita ko...ÜÜ

wala naman talaga ako iuupdate e... kasi wala naman nangyari maganda...

my tito died nga pala... (family friend) pray for him... tnx..

i've realized...

2005-04-01T14:34:00.000+08:00

ok... i've realized... bat ako magpapaapek2 sa mga rumours na di 22o...sisirain lng nila araw ko!

so i'll continue doing what i want and bhala sila sa buhay nila... wala ako paki kasi ndi na naman 22o

galit na naman c jerry sakin kasi ndi ako nagtext... e ano naman??!!

unexpected!

2005-03-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

dammit! my freaking computer is having a problem! again! damn! i have one thing to say!

i've said it before, i'll say it again... i hate people who make stories behind your back... ung gnagawan nlng ng kulay...

something happened... wala ako sa mood ikwnto... jsut want to express myself!

my day started great but ended with me crying! again... i dont know how to express my anger... that's why i cried...

ndi pow ako marunong magalit...

i kind of noticed...

2005-03-28T08:02:00.000+08:00

ok... intriguing title... i know... but do u know what i noticed? i noticed that my blog title... almost all of it... has a word 'day' on it... lame me... ahaha... anyway... that's why i made one that has no 'day' on it...

Jerry and I are ok again... well... i guess... but definitely we wont be talking outside of our houses anytime soon... i just hate it when people make stories about u that is not even half true... worst... all of it is just made up! yet the harm has been done, even if you try to mend it, some things will never be the same again... oh well...

our stay in Holiday Inn was ok... it's not as good as our stay in the Peninsula though... it's ok na din... we went shopping naman e... i didnt shop a lot... unlike before... nahihiya ako sa daddy ko e... (ngak! bakit kaya ngayon lang???!!!!) we stayed on a suite, separated from our parents... ahem... the breakfast was great!!!buffet!! dami choices ng foods... if you are a fruitarian... ang dami fruits, vegetarian... madami din salad bars... or if you just like a bit of everything, pwd rin... kung kasama ko siguro ang No Family, grabe... matutuwa kami lahat sa breakfast pa lang na yun!ÜÜÜ

yes! i have found somebody who has a copy of The Notebook! i can finally read it...

i'm so happy!! finally, after a looooooonnngggg time, nakapagpareserve na din ako ng Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince!!! yay!!!! ok... i'm becoming a geek again... hehe... oh well...

i want to go to Boracay... anybody there who wants to finance me??

kailan ba talaga punta ng Bulacan??? inform me naman...

we bought a new computer... yay! wala na ako kaagaw dito... ndi naman naka connect sa internet ung isa e... mas mabilis nga lng un... pentium 4 mas malaki pa memory... 80 GB... astig nuh? para sa games lng kasi ung comp na yun... ano2 naman kaya games ang ilalagay nila dun???!!!

oh well...

long day...

2005-03-26T10:47:00.000+08:00

i just slept from 3 am to i dont know what time... because the 'station of the cross' passed by our house with their microphones and booming speakers... i heard one of my closest neighbor's surname "robles" that made me stand up and look out of the window, the fifth station is designated to their family.. anyway... the "robles" by the way is Jerry...

Jerry and I are not in really good terms right now.. i became cold daw... ewan... i wasnt even aware of it... sino ba ang unang umiwas???!!!!

the reason Jerry and I became... well... awkward with each others presence because somebody in our neighborhood started a rumour between us... Jerry was a playboy daw, kahit sino ginagawang girlfriend, at ang next target, ako!!!

damn that bitch neighbor of ours! kami ung naaapektuhan wala naman kami ginagawa! tama ba???!!! palibhasa matanda na... wala na magawang matino sa buhay!! if she really wasnt a bitch... bakit kailangan pa niya pumunta dito at siya mismo magsabi sa mommy ko??? bitch nga dba??!!!

so anyway, back to our situation, i became cold daw, eh sino buh unang umiwas? Jerry is not the type that would forget to drop by and say hi... even sa texts.. and straight whole week at that! he cant say that he's busy... just one text message wouldnt take much of his time would it? afterall, nasa bahay lang naman siya. ako pa nga nag sosorry ngaun e...

i dont know why he's angry if i failed to text him... what's his problem anyway... now siya naman ang nagpapaka cold... bahala na nga...

anyway.. gotta leave now, check in kami sa Holiday Inn sa Ortigas...ÜÜÜ shopping sa galleria!! woohoo!!!ÜÜÜ

finally...

2005-03-25T01:02:00.000+08:00

after almost 3 months.. i have finally told my dad that i lost my fone... yay! he's not mad... i still get to have my summer shopping this weekend! yay!!! (unfortunately, he wont buy me a new fone.. that was expected anyway....)

i slept late yesterday, infact, it was so late that some people are already awake to start the day ... 4 am... and i still managed to be up by 9 am... 5 hrs of sleep... not bad...

we went to hear mass today... it's also a thanksgiving mass beacuse dad's got a new job... then... we went to baywalk to eat... it's kind of unusual for us... since it is unlikely for my dad to eat in places like that.. (dont get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with baywalk, except from the pollution from the vehicles, chimneys of the kainan and the foul smell of manila bay hmmmppphhhfff... cough...cough) we werent contented with the food... i guess we were just too hungry... hehe...

i guess that's it... nothing much to say anyway....

dreaded day!

2005-03-23T16:08:00.000+08:00

we will pick up my dad later sa airport... O gOd! help me... how will i tell him that i lost my fone... damn!!! stupid kasi ako e!

good news though... my dad got a new job... bigger pay... (i hope i can get a new fone... pls LORD...)

he is currently working in disneyland hongkong as one of the Imagineers (engineers).. but since Phase I of disneyland HK is about to be finished in june.. he has to look for a new job...

Macau (part of China), will be the Las Vegas of the Far East... my dad will be part of the developing of Macau... thank GOD!

o well... may God be with me...

another day...

2005-03-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

what a boring day! all day... i just sat infront of the computer... doing nothing but get to my fat ass even more fat :P ahaha:P (did i make sense, oh well)

i wanted to do a lot of things... shopping/malling, bar hopping, and a lot more... the only problem is... i'm broke! damn! this is what i hate about summer! no money, no allowance!

my dad's gonna be home for the holy week... only 2 more days... that's a good news and a bad news for me...

u see i miss my dad so much cause i dont get to spend time with him that much... that's why it's a good news for me that he's coming home... (of course aside from the fact that i'll be able to go shopping again, that's just a plus!)

the bad news! i lost my fone last january(a nokia 7610 mind you! bought when it was still new in the market, august i believe) and he's still not aware that i lost it... of course he will find out when he gets here!! (no more shopping for me) he wont go ballistic or anything when he finds out... but it'll upset him (and he can make 'parinig' anytime) and the least thing i want to do is to upset him... he's always away from us so just he'll be able to provide everything for us... i dont want to upset him!

another thing... i cant make him buy me a new fone... (oh boy! this is my spoiled brat self) cause he just bought a new one for himself! (a nokia 6260!) damn!

oh well....

haaaay

2005-03-20T14:14:00.000+08:00

you know what? i'm actually thankful that my first year in college is over, yet, i'm still kind of nervous coz i'm not yet sure about the results of the finals especially my research paper... i'm praying to God na sana... pasado ako at cleared sa lahat ng subjects ko!

i'm looking forward sa pagpunta namin sa bulacan! kailan nga buh?!

o yan jenny... happy ka na? may entry na tong blog ko?! hehe...ÜÜ